i beg myself get me out of this house out of my skin take me somewhere far away from the walls i’m trapped in i can offer nothing in return you don’t have to stay with me just leave me somewhere stranded so i can be myself again. these clothes i wear for them have worn far too thin and my horns i fear are showing again. do i want anything i thought that i might? i’m mourning my waistline and cant feel anything inside me but fright, and this atmosphere of prudence and judgment is rubbing away my insight and i see nothing on the horizon with which to free me from my plight and i am dooming my child to this plain existence and all the hell that comes with this as I become what i hate night by night.
break dancing turtle <3
©sgoetting09
sketchbook+scanner=fun!
©sgoetting09
Biggups!! hahahaha love the truth coming to the surface!
————————- Bulletin Message ————————-
From: THE ANTI SHEEPLE (32119494)
To: (1948742)
Date: 9/4/2009 6:01:40 PM
Subject: ARE YOU READY!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!! MEGADETH! ENDGAME
(((( I LOVE MEGADETH, AND NOW ITS ALL IN THE OPEN.. DOWN WITH THE NEW WORLD ORDER BABY…. PEACE SELLS BUT WHOS BUYING???!!! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA..HAHAHAA!!!!! CRANK IT UP~~~ !!!!
MEGADETH ENDGAME FULL NEW SONG
Attention! Attention! All citizens are ordered to report to their District detention centers! Do not return to your homes; do not contact anyone! Do not use any cellular or GPS devices! Surrender all weapons at once! Attention! This way to the camps!
I woke up in a black FEMA box
Darkness was all around me, in my coffin
My dreams are all nightmares anymore
And this is what I dream every night
The Leader of the New World Order, the President of the United States
Has declared anyone now residing inside the US of A
Without the RFID chip, you’re just an illegal alien
An enemy combatant of America, welcome to the New World Order
This is the end of the road; this is the end of the line
This is the end of your life; this is the…
A society in a society, inside the fence life as you know it stops
They got their rules of conduct and we got ours
Be quick or be dead, you crumble up and die, the clock is
Ticking so slowly and so much can happen in an hour
I learned my lessons the hard way, every scar I earned
I had to bleed, inside the day yard
A system of controlled movement, like a giant ant farm
Any time is long time, now you’re not in charge of your time anymore
The Ex-President signed a secret bill that can
Land a legal US Citizen in jail and the
Patriot act stripped away our constitutional rights
They say a Concentration camp just popped up, yeah, right!
Refuse the chip? Ha! Get persecute and beat by the
Tyranny of Mind control, for the mark of the beast
All rights removed, you’re punished, captured, and enslaved
Believe me when I say, “This IS the Endgame!”
Awesome wall!
I beg to differ. This is absolute and pointless depravity. Oh and Lady Gaga has a dick. WAKE UP PEOPLE. It is not healthy to idolize, to indulge jealousy, or to encourage others to make money off other peoples pain, success, or humiliation. This industry glorified on this wall is a shrine to hucksters who lack talent who shit on the sublime to have something to wipe their own asses with. This may sound crude but it is not nearly as crude as what its doing to the human brain. It is fucking with all your feeble little synapses and pours out chemical instablity from your pours. The best of what humanity has to offer is hidden away in closets, afraid to be associated with the din and demise laying around in heaps on racks and websites, advertisements and more. Clogging up the metaphorical filters that you should be using to protect your mind and soul.
what green trees mean to me
my mother told me
“it makes sense to me,
I found God as a little girl
when i climbed a tree”
and she could believe
for me it was no tree
but rocks that spoke lots
of miraculous deed.
Later in life i admit it’s trees
that speak God to me,
though this is a secret
between me and the screen.
I have a feeling you see
that we mean different trees
but why should high up in green
not be high up in green?
the difference is age
and is less than it seems.
jaws
this is going nowhere
packed tight
and held deep
within
it is going nowhere
and its more
more than sink
more than swim
and to know where
is just making
me all sick
again

